Yes! I finally booked out! I seriously wanted this book out
needed a breather after all the vito ended
now I'm only left with hand grenade and 3 route marches
16km + 16km + 24km = will I survive?
when you know where to draw ur motivation from
it helps to keeps you going and tells you mentally that you can do it
when your platoon dun sing songs and everyone just march quietly



seriously having few more weeks to POP, I'm having a very bad mixed feelings now
nvm, when the end is nearer I guess this mixed feelings will get stronger
till now I still feel very down and low on sunday afternoon
the moment at home when you're preparing to book in, it really sucks
you know you can't run away, you know you have to accept reality
when you have to drag urself to do something you really dun wan
just accept it, brace it and done with it



army has really taken too much things away from me
yes, everyone does say army is beneficial and I do feel the things army gave me
but the things taken away from me are much more than what they have gave me
and things taken away are much more significant seriously
I've felt army has really change me to a extent; physically or mentally
well, I guess I'm really growing up already



alright, enough of whining; I dunno why I keep whining about booking in
that's the only think i whine lah; guess it makes me feel better, lols
now time for some interesting stuffs for the past 2 weeks


had halloween night with very interesting experience
first was kh's birthday over at mac; its a mac birthday!
so everyone had a meal at some designated area just for us
the manager was trying her very best to organise some fun
but guess the usual package stuffs are too childish for us
and I really think the manager and staff dere did a great job, kudos =)
oh yah, the famous amos cake that day was godly nice
esp after you just finish ur field camp and you taste something so delicious
haha, I literally drooled at the taste of the cake, ma ma mia!



than I headed to meet part of x bro ppl over at clarke quay
they had a whole day of events alr and I only made it to their last one lah
but nonetheless, yet another interesting experience
halloween over at clarke quay was really happening
everyone was really well dressed for the event and it was damm cool
the people really put in effort in dressing up and stuffs, i was woah-ed
had some catching up session and yup, as usual reached home around 4



and all of a sudden I really miss 娱乐百分百 lah
I still rmb before I enlist I catch the show everyday
sometimes I even catch it twice a day, and I learn alot of cock phrases from the host
lol right, and it updates me on the entertainment news in taiwan media
rawr, I haven been watching it for like dunno how long alr



after all the high kneel gone through and legs exercise, conditioning and watever
my legs damm cui now pls.... super rough knees that I think needs oiling
they're getting rusty and not performing, shit....


oh yah, while cleaning rifle that day, my sergeant took his mp3 and speakers along
so we had chinese songs to listen to while cleaning (only once though)
seriously all those songs brought me back to days in poly, those memories.... awwww.....
every book out I only listen to upbeat songs from korea or english stuffs
those emo chinese songs are really like some memory lane walk through


speaking of np, went back to np for the percussion ensemble concert
1st time back with my botak head and omg, I was like lost for a while
they're tearing down block 73 lah, no more co-op no more canteen 1
memories at the clubhouse, those pre-prac times and stuffs
oooooo, np is changing toooooooo



being trapped in an island and disconnected from the mainstream
I'm really not updated bout all the changes that's going around
I feel like some sua ku or barbarian roaming out in the city, noobified lah
sometimes I just wanna have a lazy afternoon in camp where I just just laze and read up
and night is ever lonely for me in camp, sobs, haha



randomly, had some super sweet dream some night
when I woke up from my alarm, ha, i knew it'll never come true
somehow I feel, sweet dreams =fat hopes; they'll never happen in reality
they just console you and give you some hope and makes you happy for a while
zzzzzz



training is getting more and more boring; and we weren't given time to recovery lah
after field camp, the week was still packed with lots and lots of PT
plus my PC started this regime for our platoon, I really felt tired
all of us needed recovery seriously, our body are shouting for rest out loud alr
every admin time is like heaven to us, give us more rest plssssss



and and and, it is in army that in the first time every in my life. I had to queue up for toilet lah
imagine the queue can form till outside the toilet, just like how girl's toilet queue
omg, and upon hearing the flushing sound, wooooo, you know the queue is going to shorten, lol


pardon me for my long post, lol, before I end, wanna end it with a big thank you =)

I really liked the present I received as usual; apart from the thought that counts,
these things are things I wanted man
so a BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO THESE PEOPLE YEAH!

Rawr! Not Enough Time! I need more civillian time!
no proper post this week, needed to rush off
booking at 4.30 lah.... so early.... zzz....
will update 2 weeks worth of stuffs next week
=)

I survived field camp!
I guess every man who POP from BMT did that
but it was a really nice experience over the 6 days
and I experienced some stuffs other recruits wun get to experience
anyway, field camp was fun to me if you minus all those tekans, high kneel, etc.
overall it was nice and your platoon mates are really the one you have to depend on
and from this field camp you do see how each individual functions and behaves
how cool hur; exposure to the real human world
and the commanders all in an instant became fierce monsters that keep shouting at us

oh yah, on the last night of my field camp; sleeping in my shell scrap (the hole i dug)
at around 2am it suddenly rained lah, a thunderstorm somemore
all of us had to evacuate to this shed under the big rain and squeeze in 250 ppl
and we spent the rest of our night dere till next morning when the rain stopped
too much interesting stuffs we went through that may not be the same for everyone
want me to share? ask me than, blogging them can prove to be too long, lolol

5 more weeks before this whole recruit experience comes to an end
hearing the unit life from everyone doesn't sounds very appealing
but nonetheless army to most guys out there should be very turning off i guess

and my mp3 is faulty lah!!!
even when I shut it down it stills consume power.... rawr!
and what's the most irritating factor, my receipt is gone
last week i headed down to the service centre but it changed location
so i left my receipt at my bed table
this book out i went to look for it and its gone lah
what if my mp3 can never be repaired.... zzz...
anyone has extra mp3 to spare me pls????

omg, I din realise my scheduled post on my birthday did not came out
haha, by right its something like happy Awsome's Day
haha, alright enough of craps
THANKS GOING OUT TO ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME
cos you all made my day in camp nice
and tt tuesday in camp, was a really sucky one, not cos too much pt
but we were doing too much time wasting time burning activities
you can imagine how boring and how sian it was
borrrreeeedddd man
anyway, now that i'm 20; somehow i means those teens days
where you can do so much more crazy things and ppl wun say childish
now that I'm gonna enter adulthood soon; changes are inevitable

being the only company to book in on sat, the whole tekong is ours, literally
it was so quiet everywhere and we could only hear ourselves
went for range and shooooooot; I'm not a perfect shot though, my specs is foggy
but firing a real gun is fun, and yup, nice experience every guy will have
too bad girls... haha
but just to fire that 16 rounds, the waiting time is worst than queueing up at polyclinic lor
imagine....
and lights out that day was 1.30am, that's how time consuming it eneded up
everything ended and everyone was damm bloody tired that day
everyone was so tired that all of us were pissed to some extent
cos we just wanna bath and go to bed lahhhhh
but the next day we get to wake up at 6.15, skipping some earlier activities
even though that little bit later didn't actually help much, but better than nothing
practically cleaned my rifle away for the next 2 days, yawns.....

on a random note, i randomly bought kikapoo that day just to have a change
I've been drinking non-gasy drinks for dunno how long alr
and sudden;y when i took my first sip; i was shocked lah
it disgusted me, ewwww... haha, guess i dun like gasy drinks anymore alr
the feeling was funny... lol

the whole week was practically a week in battle outfit and keep eating packed ration
which really din appealed to me cos everything was mashed up together but ok lah
learning how to be a soldier and preparing for field camp
tmr i'll start my jungle life for a week and sleep out in the night alr
time to be a real man and endure the worst that is going to come
wish me luck ppl, lolol


guess I was too late
though i knew it very early
but i needed just an opportunity
but I guess there goes
ns at the wrong time seriously
my mind is cluttered up badly now
its distracting me from every other things
and I need to focus for my field camp
thanks yiyang anyway, haha

had a funny book out date this week
booking out on thursday and returning back on sat
becos i'm having range on sunday! sianssssss
the coming week won't be an easy one; preparation for field camp!
rawr!!!! sian big time lah, haha
just hoping that during my range i wun misfire or have IA

during my time inside I found out that I'm really smell conscious lah
i always keep myself fresh with deodorant
i always keep my cupboard nice with hanging air freshener
i make sure my clothing are good with febreeze
so everything is smelling gooooooood
just like how one should smell, lols

and my csm was someone nice over a few events so far
during our 2nd soc when still trying to grasp the techniques of the obstacles
he really gave very good advise and tips while helping us out to grasp them
plus he lead very interesting songs haha
soc is really a test man, given that I'm fearful of height, lol right

every PCPT was really fierce and just feels like dying
but after all the pain, when you see the results
somehow you just feel glad that you've made it thru man

and i fucking lacks music in my life lah!!
when i hear symphony 92.4 on my way home, they happen to play some Aaron Copland piece
woooo, those days when we played A Copland Portrait, haha
i really misses those days and music lah

anyway my life is lacking one thing, just one last thing
lol
time to book in.... sobs

once again, its book out for me
thought it suppose to be some joyous occasion
but somehow this book out isn't as exciting for all of us
cos we booked out on sat 8am, than we have to book in sun 7.55pm
even though booking out on fri evening is like a few hours earlier
but at least u get to spend one more night at home lah
anyway, this short book out, I replenished my depleting necessities
which actually cost a bomb surprisingly lah
I din expect everything to add up this much; rawr

every night in tekong is actually quite cold you know
sometime it gets so cold that it will wake me up lah
when it rains in the middle of the night, its even colder
and this nice cold temp is so nice to sleep, that everyone has difficulty getting up
5am everyday leh, no joke sia

my bmt experience so far has displayed something very clearly to me
leadership is really being portrayed very clearly to me
there's actually 4 kinds of people in this world i guess
one is those who just talk and instruct ppl, no actions;
they only noe how to tell ppl to do things and keep telling and telling
but when it comes to doing things, no results
another kind is those who cannot live up to their capability, but still wanna act
yawns, act only... haha
another one which is one i really admire; those who lead by actions
yup, these people really earn the respect of me because when they say things, they do it
lastly, those who dun lead but does the instructed stuffs really well
and I must say, I think I only do things instructed by those whom i deem are really capable
those who act act nia, yawns... reflect lah, haha
on sentence is really true; actions speaks fucking louder than words =)

last week was enlistment week for those ppl who got silver or gold for their napfa test
and being in tekong longer than them, somehow everyone felt more 'up' than them
everyone keep showing the enlistees the 'cool' stuffs
one even joke that we are now 2nd recruit while the enlistees are 3rd recruits
so when we all pop, we'll become master recruit, lols
ok, it may not sound funny; but when in that island. silly things can be very funny lor

alright, booking in soon already; I really feel disconnected from the outside world
i'm only contain to stuffs inside the island; and stuffs outside, I have no idea wats going on
dunno why, but I do hope bmt ends so I can restore some of the stuffs I used to have

on a smaller note, there's this specific hair style for a girl that really attracts me
and apparently she has it lah, lols

well, 2 weeks inside camp is really no fun
confinement is really the last thing you would want
and everyone is dying to book out
but the time outside is just simply too short
I have quite some stuffs to do, but time was pressing really tight
guess I just have to suck thumb for that, haha
hopefully I will smooth smooth book out every weekend
and go out with frens every book out
cos I dun wan waste my wkend rotting at home!!! hahahaha
actually I have quite some stuffs to blog on
budden I already kinda late for book in
gtg soon already; hopefully I can book out next friday
=)